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anotherpartofme

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words cant describe how i feel right now.

Two horrible things happened on two days that were meant to be some of the best of my life.

June 25th was the day of my school prom, and after requesting it all night, a billie jean and thriller mix came on and was the only song that had EVERYONE dancing. little did i know while i was dancing, MJ had passed.
I found out after (ironic) as rumours spread through prom and honestly that was the end of that. My night was ruined as far as I'm concerned.

I also recently found out a family member also passed that day, and ironically has his birthday in August like Michael.

Then today, the memorial.
Today is my 16th birthday and was meant to be a celebration.
Instead i was curled up on my sofa crying a lot, and for 2 hours straight throughout the memorial.

Then i feel guilty i should not care my days were ruined as it should be about Michael.
So i feel upset again.

I just feel so upset right now, but I hope everyone else is okay and my prayers go out to you and the Jackson family and all the other people in the world who are in need.

x
 
hugs. i'm sending love to you too
be strong just like Michael was. Life will never be the same but it still worthwhile
and you'll smile again. hugs
 
Remember you got get back up after every knock, stronger and more enlightened.
 
Aw hon, I'm so sorry you had to deal with all those horrible things all in one day!!!

I hope you have good friends/family who're offering you their support though :)

I would recomend you watch a good movie, maybe "The Hangover" which came out recently; it's really funny and will take your mind off things for a bit.

Why don't you treat yourself to some retail therapy and/or a new haircut?

x
 
my heart goes out to you , i cryed after reading this ~god bless you
yeah as shamonee suggests , how about some retail therapy , and a hair cut/style ?
i cut mine and went blonde , um ..god your story is so moving :huggy:
 
thanks for your messages, they really help

my parents have said they are going to let me have a party with some friends and some family to celebrate my birthday sometime this weekend, so I think that will help take my mind off things

hope everyone else is okay
xx
 
I'm very sorry... hang in there. Sending hugs your way.
 
Don't feel guilty or selfish for thinking that those events ruined your two special days. The events definitely did ruin them. Michael didn't ruin them and you know the difference. Naturally you'd want those days to be about you, but you were forced to compromise! It's ok, and I'm really sorry.
 
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