I am from the UK and im finding all this so hard and cant cope with everyone around me not caring about me......i been fan for 20 years and love him so much and would love to speak to fans, if u can add me on facebook www.facebook.com/dan9700 and www.myspace.com/dan9700 or email dhalawi@hotmail.com if your from essex london would be nice to speak to you or anyone else