I guess I'm doing somewhat better than most because I am so busy making MJ's Innocence Bracelets that I don't even have time to be depressed--I feel his energy here constantly!
It takes rare courage to carry on his legacy like this.
I also been having trouble sleeping because of my constant vivid MJ dreaming. I have been sleeping alot in the day time because my MJ dreams are not so bad in the day time. As they are at night. And eating is something I really don't do much of anymore. In the past month I had lost over 30 pounds because of that. I am lucky if I can manage to eat 1 small plateful of food in a day. I am always feeling depress and sad. Because I just miss Michael so damn much. And I would give anything to have him back.
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