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How am I

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How am I


People always ask me, “How are you?”
I always say, “I’m fine.”
But they can see that I’m not always telling the truth.

I don’t always tell the truth, I have my reasons.
I’m very picky when it comes to meeting people or knowing them.
I’m a very private person, I only share my feeling with the ones who know me really well.

It is those people who know who I really am.
They know how moody I get, it is with them that I let my emotions out. I’m able to be me.

It is always said that I’m a sweet person, that is true.
But there are certain people that have taken advantage of my kindness. That leaves me to withdraw from people that I once trusted.

If you were to ask me, “How are you feeling?”
I’d say, “Sad” Sad because I didn’t want you to leave us so soon.
I know you wouldnt want us to be but it’s so hard. My 1 wish is that when my time comes, I hope that you will greet me with open arms when I get up there, so I can see that beautiful smile on yo​
 
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^^Thank you dear. I'm glad everyone likes the poem. I was a little moody while I was writting it. :( But I felt better after I wrote it. :D
 
That was beautiful and I can feel every word. I don't show my whole emotions to everyone too. Some friends don't understand why I am stilll sad and my mum e.g. thinks I'm really touchy at times and never gets tired of pointing that out. Even when it's hitting me again I need to wear my happy mask, because the people around me can't deal with a moody and sad Jenny, they rather see the happy one, how selfish actually. To cut a long story short I can relate to every word.
 
i can totally understand :cry:

I'm not a good person as i should be anymore but i hope that he too will give me a hug when our holy father calls me home.
if he doesn't... that's okay too.

much love
from Hil
 
MicHil said:
i can totally understand :cry:

I'm not a good person as i should be anymore but i hope that he too will give me a hug when our holy father calls me home.
if he doesn't... that's okay too.

much love
from Hil
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Thank you, I wrote it from my heart. I'm glad everyone can relate it.:better::)
 
That was so beautiful, thank you.
I am very much the same... i always have my friends asking me if i'm ok because they can clearly see i am not but none of them would understand so i say, "i'm ok"..
If i ever do open up and say why i'm quiet i get the eye rolling thing and just know they are thinking.... "silly cow, get over it". so i keep it to myself. Its only on here i feel understood. I love you all , thank you xxxxxxxxxxxx
 
:better: Listen..........
Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood...
 
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:better::agree: Hi sweetie that was so beautiful it touched to core of my heart
thank you for that sis
Love u
Karen
 
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