mj_forever
Proud Member
thank you for having me here.
i am of Michael's age, so i grew up with him, although in a different country, the Philippines. i have not been very much into him the past many years, although i knew his songs and had some of them on CD's and in my IPOD. when the news of his sudden death broke out, however, i could not understand my very deep emotional reaction. since then, it's just been Michael for me, 24/7. i pray for him before i go to sleep, and my waking thoughts are of him. i wanted so much to know him in retrospect, and i'm learning a lot. i think what i feel is great, great sadness and sympathy for this gentle and kind person who was misunderstood by a cruel world. his music is beside the point - the whole world acknowledges his greatness. but the sensitive, kind and gentle soul behind the music was misinterpreted and maligned. God sent the world an angel, and a lot of people chose to see the devil instead.
i shed tears for Michael, and even as i write, my throat hurts from keeping back the sobs, but i know he's in true paradise now, where nothing and no one can hurt him anymore.
i am glad i found this place, and hope it can help me process my feelings. sometimes i think i'm over-reacting...it's hard to understand.
i am of Michael's age, so i grew up with him, although in a different country, the Philippines. i have not been very much into him the past many years, although i knew his songs and had some of them on CD's and in my IPOD. when the news of his sudden death broke out, however, i could not understand my very deep emotional reaction. since then, it's just been Michael for me, 24/7. i pray for him before i go to sleep, and my waking thoughts are of him. i wanted so much to know him in retrospect, and i'm learning a lot. i think what i feel is great, great sadness and sympathy for this gentle and kind person who was misunderstood by a cruel world. his music is beside the point - the whole world acknowledges his greatness. but the sensitive, kind and gentle soul behind the music was misinterpreted and maligned. God sent the world an angel, and a lot of people chose to see the devil instead.
i shed tears for Michael, and even as i write, my throat hurts from keeping back the sobs, but i know he's in true paradise now, where nothing and no one can hurt him anymore.
i am glad i found this place, and hope it can help me process my feelings. sometimes i think i'm over-reacting...it's hard to understand.
