Tamou
Proud Member
Since I heard about the news I couldn't do anything. I couldn't eat, sleep, walk straight really. :/
I had been trying to create an account for about a month here, but it never seemed to activate, so instead I just lurked and read everything (sounds stalkerish, hehe), it certainly helped me in the last week to not feel alone.
It felt like I was dead too, and I was so sick of it, I was starting to wish I was. My parents told my soccer coach what was up, and turns out his wife saw Michael sometime in the 80's I believe. At first it just brought me more pain to know, had I been born earlier I would have seen him in a heart beat. (I was born in 1994)
So today she gave me a box. She told me to open it carefully, and that she no longer needed it as much as I did.
I had no idea what it could be, I figured it was something to do with soccer, so I opened it without any emotion or curiosity, I was feeling pretty apathetic about everything.
When it was unwrapped I felt like I was going to faint. There were pictures...Atleast 20 of them, all close up shots of Mike during that concert. They're beautiful! In some he's wearing his Smooth Criminal hat, his glove, a thriller outfit, all of that. The shots are so clear that you can see his cheekbones and that twinkle he always has in his eye. I began to cry when I saw one of him on his toes doing that move that I practically broke my leg trying, and he was smiling in it! And she let me keep them all! I've looked at them about 10 times in the past hour, I just can't get enough of them. I think Michael wanted me to have these.
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I'm still very sad and heart broken, but it really cheered me up. I'm going to see if I can get any of them up here for you guys to see, they're really something!
I love you Michael, so so much.
I had been trying to create an account for about a month here, but it never seemed to activate, so instead I just lurked and read everything (sounds stalkerish, hehe), it certainly helped me in the last week to not feel alone.
It felt like I was dead too, and I was so sick of it, I was starting to wish I was. My parents told my soccer coach what was up, and turns out his wife saw Michael sometime in the 80's I believe. At first it just brought me more pain to know, had I been born earlier I would have seen him in a heart beat. (I was born in 1994)
So today she gave me a box. She told me to open it carefully, and that she no longer needed it as much as I did.
I had no idea what it could be, I figured it was something to do with soccer, so I opened it without any emotion or curiosity, I was feeling pretty apathetic about everything.
When it was unwrapped I felt like I was going to faint. There were pictures...Atleast 20 of them, all close up shots of Mike during that concert. They're beautiful! In some he's wearing his Smooth Criminal hat, his glove, a thriller outfit, all of that. The shots are so clear that you can see his cheekbones and that twinkle he always has in his eye. I began to cry when I saw one of him on his toes doing that move that I practically broke my leg trying, and he was smiling in it! And she let me keep them all! I've looked at them about 10 times in the past hour, I just can't get enough of them. I think Michael wanted me to have these.
!I'm still very sad and heart broken, but it really cheered me up. I'm going to see if I can get any of them up here for you guys to see, they're really something!
I love you Michael, so so much.
