Cheeko
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So I've been stalking you guys for a little while to be honest..
Since March when i find out he was going to do his comeback tour i been keeping my eye on this forum as it was the best place for any info regarding him.
Well i'm new and i've finally decided to join..
I'm only 18 and i can't say "I've grown up with with MJ" but in a way i still have hits and stuff i wasn't even alive when they were at they peak yet when i was young i still knew of them? Its amazing how it his music it can be realsed at any time and you can't really dub it as 80s music its music forever.
My baby sis whos 6 has heard "your not alone" on my ipod and was like thats good and due to the news shes been asking me so many questions about MJ and his death and it hurts me that i have to explain his death to her as well as the music...
I wouldn't say i'm a bandwagon fan you no become a fan of MJ since his death cuz i have always admired him since i was young his music and everything... but at the same time i'm not that hardcore as you guys... i admire you lot for the loyalty and everything.. no wonder Michael loved his fans.
Its over a week now but it still hasn't really sunk in his gone.
I also had tickets to see him in August it was my high light of the summer holidays if anyone use to ask me before i use to say " MJ concert in the summer can't wait!"
Now i don't really have a summer as such?
I don't think i'll get over it for a while.. i was so looking forward to it and just the day before me and my sis in law were talking about how we going to go for the whole rock chic look and then the next day his death it was shocking. Until uni starts in September and my mind i engaged in other things i don't think i'll get over my new found obsession..
my facebook is full of all these links i have found and nobody really bothers to see them i bet a lot of people think i'm weird how upset i am over a celebs death its not like me i'm never really phased by it tbh but with him its something else.
Last night i had a dream about MJ.. all it was is i saw him and i go "Michael i can't believe your gone" He looked at me and goes "yeah i am..." and i think that was it cuz i woke up ..
it was so weird that i'm even dreaming MJ now, maybe its cuz i've been reading a lot on him before going to bed....
I went to the 02 last monday.. i just had to, i left my own message there and saw the flowers the tributes its so heartbreaking to see that instead of attending the concerts where going to pay our respects.
I think the biggest thing i admire about him apart from the music that shall live on
is well just the charity work his done.. he achieved so much by my age that its like i should to.. i should work hard and give back to the world. The world may be evil but you have to carry on his legacy and "heal the world" make it a better place.. cuz i do fear when i have children in the future its not going to be a nice place to live in so it really is up to us to make it a better place even without Michael in this world.
Anyways sorry about this random outburst..
Hi guys
Since March when i find out he was going to do his comeback tour i been keeping my eye on this forum as it was the best place for any info regarding him.
Well i'm new and i've finally decided to join..
I'm only 18 and i can't say "I've grown up with with MJ" but in a way i still have hits and stuff i wasn't even alive when they were at they peak yet when i was young i still knew of them? Its amazing how it his music it can be realsed at any time and you can't really dub it as 80s music its music forever.
My baby sis whos 6 has heard "your not alone" on my ipod and was like thats good and due to the news shes been asking me so many questions about MJ and his death and it hurts me that i have to explain his death to her as well as the music...
I wouldn't say i'm a bandwagon fan you no become a fan of MJ since his death cuz i have always admired him since i was young his music and everything... but at the same time i'm not that hardcore as you guys... i admire you lot for the loyalty and everything.. no wonder Michael loved his fans.
Its over a week now but it still hasn't really sunk in his gone.
I also had tickets to see him in August it was my high light of the summer holidays if anyone use to ask me before i use to say " MJ concert in the summer can't wait!"
Now i don't really have a summer as such?
I don't think i'll get over it for a while.. i was so looking forward to it and just the day before me and my sis in law were talking about how we going to go for the whole rock chic look and then the next day his death it was shocking. Until uni starts in September and my mind i engaged in other things i don't think i'll get over my new found obsession..
my facebook is full of all these links i have found and nobody really bothers to see them i bet a lot of people think i'm weird how upset i am over a celebs death its not like me i'm never really phased by it tbh but with him its something else.
Last night i had a dream about MJ.. all it was is i saw him and i go "Michael i can't believe your gone" He looked at me and goes "yeah i am..." and i think that was it cuz i woke up ..
it was so weird that i'm even dreaming MJ now, maybe its cuz i've been reading a lot on him before going to bed....
I went to the 02 last monday.. i just had to, i left my own message there and saw the flowers the tributes its so heartbreaking to see that instead of attending the concerts where going to pay our respects.
I think the biggest thing i admire about him apart from the music that shall live on
is well just the charity work his done.. he achieved so much by my age that its like i should to.. i should work hard and give back to the world. The world may be evil but you have to carry on his legacy and "heal the world" make it a better place.. cuz i do fear when i have children in the future its not going to be a nice place to live in so it really is up to us to make it a better place even without Michael in this world.
Anyways sorry about this random outburst..
Hi guys
