Okay, this is my first blog but I just have to get this off my chest and what better way to do this here "savely" among my MJ family:wub: where no one can 'gruntle' why I'm feeling so :tease:right now...
I don't follow the case honestly... Still, when I 'surf' my FB wall I 'bump' into 'news facts' of the case
uke:
So, the fact of the "autopsy photos" been 'displayed' in the case... got me so upsett today... I'm pretty good at hiding it already but inside its 'brewing' ... eating me alive :no:
I couldn't bare to see them as its yet another 'slap' in the face that our Michael :wub: is MURDERED right...uke:
I think I'm gonna 'hibernate' during the whole trial thingy... I mean, isn't it enough our sweetheart was MURDERED that we have to know every 'gory detail' of how they managed to do him in...
I hope the case is behind 'closed' doors and NOT a media circus :doh: Then again, I think thats 'wishfull thinking' from my part...
I just want JUSTICE like any other fan but I'm afraid... I'm NOT that strong anymore to cope with this...
I don't know, maybe I'm just tired... its midnight here and might 'regret' this blog in the morning but how can I sleep if I can't tell anyone???
I know family and friends say "don't worry... Its out of your hands... Michael isn't coming back... " PHEW... :no: what a cruel thing to say :no:
Okay, I've said it... Thanks for reading this 'silly' blog :scratch:
I don't follow the case honestly... Still, when I 'surf' my FB wall I 'bump' into 'news facts' of the case
uke: So, the fact of the "autopsy photos" been 'displayed' in the case... got me so upsett today... I'm pretty good at hiding it already but inside its 'brewing' ... eating me alive :no:
I couldn't bare to see them as its yet another 'slap' in the face that our Michael :wub: is MURDERED right...
uke: I think I'm gonna 'hibernate' during the whole trial thingy... I mean, isn't it enough our sweetheart was MURDERED that we have to know every 'gory detail' of how they managed to do him in...
I hope the case is behind 'closed' doors and NOT a media circus :doh: Then again, I think thats 'wishfull thinking' from my part...
I just want JUSTICE like any other fan but I'm afraid... I'm NOT that strong anymore to cope with this...
I don't know, maybe I'm just tired... its midnight here and might 'regret' this blog in the morning but how can I sleep if I can't tell anyone???
I know family and friends say "don't worry... Its out of your hands... Michael isn't coming back... " PHEW... :no: what a cruel thing to say :no:
Okay, I've said it... Thanks for reading this 'silly' blog :scratch:
