Mayday, may day, may day!!!!!

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Sharon B. Sidney

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MAY DAY, MAY DAY, MAY DAY!!!!!<?XML:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /><O:p></O:p>

May day is a term derived from the french word venez m’aider and means come help me. I am crying out for help for one whom you loved, that news reports stated two years ago was murdered by Dr. Conrad Murray, where criminal charges concerning the incident were set as accidental manslaughter and the trial has been postponed repetitively.
I am crying out to those who believe that Michael Jackson’s life was carelessly taken by a calous man who indulged in frivilous acts with questionable women and deviated his attention from his patient Mr. Michael Joe Jackson into a phone call. One who delayed in calling paramedics and getting medical attention on the morning of June 25<sup>th</sup> 2009.
I am crying to those who believe Michael was murdered in efforts of conspiracy by those of the many who conspired to hurt, harm, endanger, pilfir, imprison and take his life at the hands of one guised as his care taker by the name of Dr. Conrad Murray.
I am crying to those who believe that Michael Jackson is still alive and that God somehow miraculously spared his life amidst the plots and plans of those with evil intentions against him.
I’m crying out to you, to those who love him! Please answer the call!!!!!!!!!!
I have so many things I want and need to say, which I know I haven’t time to type at this moment nor permission by the Holy Spirit to speak to you at this time, but I am speaking out to let you know that Michael, truth and justice needs your aid.
I am certain many are aware that Conrad Murray’s trial has been delayed. Please DO NOT take this matter lightly!!!!! I have written and warned of this in my previous blogs and believe there is so much more behind this that meets the eye. I need you to see this. To hear me and to believe what I am saying. There are people who want to bury the truth forever and I need you to help me prevent that from happening!
I will be as God guides share so much more with you but please I am literally pleading with you from the depths of my heart, please listen and take heed to what I have to say in the coming days and prepare for protest.
Look up "Accomodations" Posted on this site. The delay looks like an intentional plan. Muarray was not alone!
Sincerely,
Sharon B. Sidney<O:p></O:p>
 
Hi again,

For the past few months I've been writing reports on words spoken in court during the Conrad Murray hearings. I blogged and posted them here. I was searching for missing pieces of a puzzle, trying to understand...

I see you as my family and my friends. I see you as "soldiers of love" uniting together for one common cause- the love in our hearts. I'm gonna ask you all to please pray for me. There are things that I am aware of that I have not shared. I tried to reach out to Michael's family and tell them some very important things but I have only spoken briefly on the phone and what I need to say i thought it best to say in person. That hasn't happened so I am earnestly considering saying everything I feel led to say to the world- to Michael's fans here and everywhere else because I know you care, need to know and would listen. I know there would be consequences but I am preparing myself to deal with those as they arise.

I have tried to understand many things and have learned quite a bit but far too much is fragmented and distorted. I believe now perhaps that we have to come together to gain a full picture of what transpired. I don't know what else to do. Like you my heart bleeds knowing that Michael was taken away from us. Unlike you I carry a burden of knowing too much yet still being left in the dark.

If I told you all I know you'd be shocked at the least. I'm asking you all to please pray for me, for God's guidance in my life on how to proceed because we all need to know what's going on and what was happening in Michael's life. I plan to tell you as soon as the Lord permits some things that are more than alarming. I hope you understand the seriousness of what I am saying. I'm desperate and in despair and need of you and God's guidance because I can't do it alone anymore. Trust that you'll want to keep up with what I need to say.

Please forget about the different groups and hostilities. This is far more serious than any have truly imagined and that's all I can say right now but I'll write more soon.

I give my sincerest thanks from the depths of my heart and also you to please forgive me for not being as open and transparent as I'd like to be. It hurts and I hope that you can and will not only forgive me but find a way to to understand me and help me to make things right.

God bless!!!
 
Sharon, I do believe you. But, if you have "important things to say," then shouldn't you take that to the police, or the DA, or someone who can effect CHANGE in this situation? Talking to fans here really solves nothing, although I DO feel your pain, and I feel for you. . I really do. But, those who KNOW things. . NOW is the time to step up, for justice for Michael. His family said "Murray is a fall-guy," but provided NO information that anyone could use. Some fans have been investigating, for two YEARS, but there is no proof. There will be delay after delay, and it's deplorable. But, if you KNOW something that might help justice for Michael, a fan board is not the effective place to do that. Sure, you have our emotional support, but that does nothing in a courtroom.

PM me, if you want, ok?

"Autumn"
 
yes Sharon Autumn is right...NOW is the time to take what information you may have to the police...it sounds as though what you have to say in very urgent,,,dont be afraid...take it to the people that may be able to do something with the information that you have, Autumn is also right in saying a fan board is not the place to write it all out....to many people read here....so please stay safe and I will be praying for you. I know you know what to do.
 
Looking for words with tears in my eyes... Listen, if I can get this out some people may try not to believe me. I know I'm gonna be attacked by some and maybe some will embrace me but there's some who I feel have dispicable intentions who may try to harm me and at this point I am more than okay with that...

I don't know everything that was going on in Michael's life, nor do I know alll that has happened since June 25th. What I do know is what I witnessed, heard with my own ears and have carried inside me for far too long. Reasons why? Caution, concern, trying to put peices together- you name it but I'm falling to peices again and again and I can't carry this burden much longer.

Some strange things seemed to happen at the preliminary hearings... I recall seeing Alberto Alverez take the stand, give an account of some things - the court take a recess and then when the session would continue it was as if his statement changed dramatically. I thought it was peculiar and confusing. Very confusing. I wondered why when an attorney asked him what he recalled or noticed when entering a room lacked so much originally yet after a recess seemed to grow in his depiction yet if what he was saying was true how could it have been left out of his original statement...

As so many things left me with questions and confusion I became more and more concerned until the point I was actually frightened for my own self and what I knew... I have very strong faith in the Lord but I'm human and I confess I became quite scared because it seemed as if people were being forced, coerced or threatened to make statements that seemed to be untrue. At one point even the coroner retracted his statements. Who has that kind of power? Would such people be willing to kill someone to keep them quiet. I thought they would and still believe that to be true. I was scared because I caught people lying and thought what I knew would lead to the truth and so much more. I waited, I kept going though I felt it wasn't the safest of choices because I wanted to get to the bottom of what was going on... I could see so many things that appeared planned to vindicate Murray, set him free or give him indefinate time... I pleaded with you to come to the hearings because there were things they were trying to hide... I warned people they wanted to delay the trial but I was mocked and no one listened. I understand a lot of people may not believe in the Lord or discernment and guidance from the Holy Spirit but I knew... I could sense and feel it...

At this point as I said before the trial can be postponed indefinately. Maybe some people are wanting to cover loose ends as in find out about and get rid of people like me before I'd have a chance to speak but I'm speaking to you now... During the preliminary hearings I caught someone lying. Because of what I'd witnessed happening all around the proceedings I tried to get the information to Michael's family anonymously to protect myself and the information I held. I felt if I told them over the phone someone could be listening and didn't know what could happen. I became rather paranoid and logically it seemed I had every reason to feel that way.

I only tried to get one critical peice of information to Michael's family. There's more I know and am debating on just writing it all or holding it inside but what I plan to share I want and need you all to know I would not in any circumstances lie or joke about. I need you to understand that I seriously feel my life is on the line for saying this. That I honestly believe that people were threatened during the preliminary hearings. Again I don't know what all is going on but I know something is seriously wrong and that Michael's family needs to investigate it. I have suspicions that people working with the court are involved and others. Don't think this is being paranoid. I have concrete reasons to believe this.

This is what you need to know, the driver that reports say took Michael to the hospital testified during preliminary hearings. After others had stated they didn't know it was Michael because he "looked like a hospice patient" or didn't see him, this man said on the witness stand that he knew it was Michael. David Walgren I believe was the attorney questioning him and asked while nodding his head asking and you knew this was Michael Jackson because you could see him clearly beside you right? The man said yes after I believe judge Pastor told him it was okay and the attorney persisted. I know for a fact that he lied because I was there that day and spoke to the driver at the hospital who asked me "who was that" and after I told him said "I was wondering who that was." Why did he lie? Why did Alberto Alverez appear to change his testimony and why did this seem toi happen after court breaks???

I've wondered if Michael survived that day, if he were kidnapped and every conceivable thought that could enter my mind... I wondered if he were in danger, if I should keep silent, if I should speak out, if I'd be in danger, if I'd endanger him and the list goes on and on...

Michael Jackson is alive. That's my belief and now I want to know is he okay and what's going on. I can't figure that out by myself. I can't hire investigators but I think we should maybe put our funds together and hire someone or go to president Obama and insist he assigns a team of people to investigate L.A.P.D. and all of the people surrounding this case.

I was told that the prosecution got rid of all twelve expert witnesses they planned to produce during trial. If that is true then why? Are they trying to cover their tracks?

Maybe we can reach out to his friends that are celebrities and ask them to help us find out what happened to him. Something needs to be done and if we wait 'till September who knows what will happen. Were the prosecutions witnesses threatened or were they involved in whatever's going on?

We have to get our own team of investigators that have no connection with Los Angeles because at this point who can be trusted. If Michael was kidnapped then we have to find him, if he's in hiding then he needs to know we love him and will support him, if he is hurt then we need to be able to send our love to him. We need him, we love him and I'll fight for him and even place my life on the line to do so. Please believe what I've told you! I need help. I need answers - we all do.

God bless!!!
 
Sharon, as I said, I BELIEVE you. But those here, on a fan-board, can't do much of anything. Take your info to the police, or raise money to hire a P.I., or do SOMETHING, ok?

PM me, if you want, ok?
 
Autumn we can do something. We can pray. We can stop holding so many things inside and speak up and speak out. We can investigate this together. I thought of going to the police about other things a long time ago but if the refused to listen to his security and personal assistant then why would they listen to me? Beyond that what if they are corrupt? I'm not going to the police. I don't know what to do and I'm hoping through prayer and all of us here that we can do something because we can't do nothing. I would wait until September and see what truth I could find but then what, wouldn't they only delay it again? Every month they delay it is another month Murray is free if he did or tried to do anything to Michael. It's another month those cohorts to walk around unoticed and another month for our hearts to ache in hurt for Michael.

Surely somebody knows something we can do. I started to p.m. you but I'm trying to be as open as possible. I have a boatload of things to say but I am seeking God before I write anything. I'm confused but I'm determined to get to the bottom of this. Maybe I should contact his family again and just say what I've been trying to say so long... Would they believe me? I hope that they would. They have to know my heart and that I wouldn't lie about such a thing. I honestly don't know what to do and even distressed in wondering if writing here is the right thing. "All things work together for good for those who love the Lord and are the called according to His purpose." Even this will work for good because I do love the Lord and it is He who called me for His purpose. Thank you Autumn and xThunderX2 I appreciate your trust and concern!

God bless!!!
 
I understand your concern and what you're trying to say, but if you want to be taken seriously by the law or anyone involved in the case you need to keep religion out of it. Not everybody who is good on this earth believes in god, and when you said that I actually felt a bit hurt. Like I said, if you have important information you need to put it together concisely and seriously, back it up and keep personal things such as religion out of it.
 
I still want you to PM me. This board is great, but far too open for this kind of conversation.

Prayer? Daily, of course, but I do agree with the post about keeping "religion" out of it, here. For many reasons, I believe that. It WILL be ok. Just have faith? That the GOOD will win, in the end?
 
I believe u Sharon, I DO! There are many strange things that many ignore. I may be able to help u get ur message across to the right people that would not turn away what u say u know. I would love for u to PM me please, I would like to know more and see what ur plans are?!

U have my support. God Bless.
 
I understand your concern and what you're trying to say, but if you want to be taken seriously by the law or anyone involved in the case you need to keep religion out of it. Not everybody who is good on this earth believes in god, and when you said that I actually felt a bit hurt. Like I said, if you have important information you need to put it together concisely and seriously, back it up and keep personal things such as religion out of it.

I didn't say that only people who believe in God is good. Why did you feel hurt? It shouldn't have been by my speaking of God because I condemned no one in my statements.

You speak of taking information to the law but again I ask if they weren't listening to Michael's security why would they listen to me? Should I compile information of the few lies and conspicuous things that happened in court, throw in some other things I'm aware of and take it down to any police station and expect them to actually do anything? I know all police officers aren't bad but I know some are and haven't any idea who is involved in this.

Please don't get offended when I speak of God sometimes I need to encourage myself with His word it isn't an attack against you or anyone else.

Thanks for the input.

Autumn, is there something you want to p.m. me about? If so let me know when you do and I'll check it but I'm tired of hiding and keeping secrets, being concerned for my life and being confused. If something happens to me so be it, I'll consider it to be in the will of God but I'd rather depart from speaking the truth than dying inside from holding it in.

God bless!!!
 
I believe u Sharon, I DO! There are many strange things that many ignore. I may be able to help u get ur message across to the right people that would not turn away what u say u know. I would love for u to PM me please, I would like to know more and see what ur plans are?!

U have my support. God Bless.

Thank you Bluetopez! Unfortunately, I have no plans, just information and questions spaced about like a huge jigsaw puzzle. Tell whomever you think can help. Tell everyone you think can help cause there's nothing I can do alone.

Thank you very much for your support and blessings!

God bless you!!!
 
Autumn and Bluetopez please understand I am hesitant on sending any private messages. I am trying really hard to be open and to say what I can. Is there something you want to ask or tell me that you don't want to do here?
 
Just refreshed my screen and saw someone sent a private message. My pop up blocker blocked it so I'll check it now. Be right back.
 
Someone is asking why I think Michael is alive in the private message I just checked but they haven't posted here. I wont mention their name but to somehow vaguely answer the question is that I have many reasons to believe this. Very concrete reasons that are mostly out there.

I think you also asked why do I think he's hurt. I'm not sure what happened to Michael. I do know there were people around him doing things that were beyond questionable... I don't know how he is but I want to know. I imagine something dreadful had to have occurred or was about to happen and maybe God prevented it. I'm searching for answers just like you, perhaps I know a bit more but I'm still so very lost.

I hope that helps some.

God bless!!!
 
Thank you Bluetopez, I will check for that now. Be right back. Nothing is there yet. Please let me know when you message me?
 
I just message u! But, u just answered some of what I ask already in my PM with telling us what someone else ask u in their PM! :) But, please consider the rest of what I ask u, I think that might help u get it out there if u are interested!? It is a touchy subject considering how many feel about it. But, I made no secret I have my reason to think something strange is going on as well in another thread here.

But, with Jermaine tweeting what he did a few hrs ago it's will be hard for those who never liked that subject to take it seriously even more now. But, I remain open minded and so do others. TRUST! Many won't give up that easily!
 
Thank Bluetopez,

I just replied to you. I know how people feel and I've been on both ends of the spectrum of believing him to be here and gone. I know how hard it is and how much it hurts. I know how it feels to hope and for someone to decrease that. I know how it feels to be afraid to hope and to try to convince myself he's here or he's gone but now I'm just ready to fight and face my fears whatever those may be.

I'll take your advice.

God bless!!!
 
I have to go now. I'll log back in, in the morning.

Thank you to everyone for your prayers and understanding- for your help!

God bless!!!
 
Will send you a PM right now Sharon, please read it when you have the time.
 
Dear Sharon,
Prayer is essential to keep us strong and focused, but all this will go down the drain if you don't take it to the police or hire a pi. God wants us to ask for his help but in the answers he gives us action is always involved.
Writing on a forum and praying alone will not get you anywhere. You can't possibly know that if you go to the police with such serious and factual material they won't listen. They have to listen and consider everything, it's part of their job. And if they are not willing to do their job, they are accountable to someone higher that makes sure they do so. If you provide them with all the specifics they will have to look into the situation.
You have my full understanding and support. Please try to calm down and think rational. You have to act upon something serious, god and Michael would want you to do so.
 
Maria I'd love to go to the police but why would they listen to me? If Michael Amir and Alberto Alverez were telling the truth they didn't even want to listen to them.

If I could afford to hire a P. I. I assure you I'd already have done so long ago. I can't.

I'll pray about going to the police.

Thank you for your kind words and concern!

God bless!!!
 
Sharon, sending you a PM. A forum is a great place to talk about many things but after reading what you have written and your concern for your safety, I think you should think twice about being too open in public at this time. Anyone can read what goes on here. So please be careful.
 
Thanks Ciznia,

I appreciate your concern. I'm more concerned about what's been goin on than my safety. I have to speak out and though this place may not be private I know I'm amongst friends and people who care. I can hear your words and weigh your advice in prayer. I guess I'm being somewhat careful because there's still more Zi haven't said.

I'll check for your p.m. now.

Thanks again and God bless!!!
 
Hi again Ciznia,My cell isn't letting me access the private messaging section right now. I'm s
 
Hi again Ciznia,My cell isn't letting me access the private messaging section right now. I'm s sorry. I'll reply to you once I'm able to read it. God bless!!!
 
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