8701girl - What an odd dream, lol. Thanks for sharing
Hmmm, well, it's usually the dreamer that's the best interpreter, but let's see... (Reposting your dreamYour welcome
If we're going on the theory that symbolic dreams usually feature different aspects of yourself as characters... well, You saw the gravesite, but were worried about the pics of the kids. Of course this point is now moot since the whole world knows what they look like, but in the past it would have worried you. So perhaps it's like you know what happened, but part of you won't accept it and would rather live in the past when the worries weren't so horrific. Why you saw him at the trial, I don't know. Maybe 'Michael' seemed afraid and was holding on to T-Mez ... like yourself trying to hold on to this past scene (something recent and a strong memory when MJ was in danger), holding onto to someone strong who might be able to help or save you/Michael? Then the rapper at the crypt... the tough 'gangsta' part of you (the part that ain't 'fraid of sh*t) is even falling to the ground with this realization and sadness of what lies before 'him'. Well, that's a symbolic way of intepreting it, if that feels right to you. I tried
Hmmm, well, it's usually the dreamer that's the best interpreter, but let's see... (Reposting your dream
Could be! I dunnow...it was so awkward, so out of the blue. I was shocked for like 3 minutes, my heart beated so fast and I was thinking 'am I going crazy'? But then I looked at my screen again and saw that Tweet again and thought....ohmygod.
Could it be michael letting u know hes okay?
Aw amazing experience, I know what you mean with that hand before your eyes! I have those 'feelings' very often, that you just KNOW there's something in front/beside of you that moves and it couldn't be anyone else or just a a bug indeed.WOW, that is so cool! And OMG, you just totally reminded me of something I had forgotten about! Doh! :doh: A few days ago (I think the night of the 28th or 29th) I stayed up all night and hubby had an odd early shift, so I was alone. I was lying in bed talking to MJ outloud (which I rarely ever did before). It was just starting to get light in the bedroom (8am or something) and I decided to sleep, but I suddenly felt really emotional and closed my eyes and just ... oh... how do I say it... emoted with power from my heart?... "Michael, I LOVE YOU"... just...ohhhhhhh.... into wherever and when I opened my eyes I saw like... someone had just waved their hand in front of my face! Like my vision flickered like someone's hand moved in front of my eyes for a second. I'm not talking about the light in the room flickering, but like something was in front of my eyes blocking my vision completely for a second, like a hand waving over my face. I just smiled then, because I realized there's no 5-inch bug flying around my room in December, lol, so what else could it have been? :wub::angel:
Peter Pan... man. I got a new mp3 player a couple of weeks ago that holds more and so I loaded just tons of files onto it. One was Melissa Ethridge's 'Come to My Window'. I hadn't heard that for ages and now I've played it several times because it always makes me think now of Peter Pan (and thus Michael). It makes me think of us wanting so bad to dream of him, to see him, to feel him. But then, this song always made me think about MJ ~sigh~ (especially "I don't care what they think, I don't care what they say, What do they know about this love anyway?!") All I could find on youtube is a live version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVBN1Ckd9wI (if you've never heard it, the original recording is better)
I had never actually read the book Peter Pan, so we bought it and started reading it at night this summer lying in bed, a few pages each night. (Still haven't finished, lol). A couple of times there'd be a big gust of wind or something and the curtain would fly in and the door would move as we were reading. We'd always say, "Michael?"... only half joking
Oh I'm so sorry you're feeling depressed and having no experiences. Hope you'll feel better soon hun! :better:
Could be! I dunnow...it was so awkward, so out of the blue. I was shocked for like 3 minutes, my heart beated so fast and I was thinking 'am I going crazy'? But then I looked at my screen again and saw that Tweet again and thought....ohmygod.
amygrace & (was it darlingdear?) - Talked with my mom yesterday (she loved that your dad is a JD sound-alike, btw amy :lol
Mrs. Music said:
Thanks girls :huggy:darlingdear said:
One of those 4 'killers' was meant to be killed in the end too because he 'changed sides'. But the end of my dream was that I didn't save Michael or his kids and I was devastated, shocked and disappointed in myself for not being able to and I think I said to myself that I didn't make it again, like it was a deja vu, like it wasn't the first time I didn't manage to save them.
Why is it that everyone seems to get visions???
I cant seem 2
)I've oddly felt the same way lately...like thinking maybe Michael is not happy with me right now (just cause of some personal stuff I'm dealing with in my life). It could just be my "fear" coming through...I dunno. I just wish I was in a better spot overall...I miss him.I feel the same way, l have loved him since at the age of 5, still do. There are somethings l did which l suppose have come to his attention. He is not very happy with me. But Michael am sorry from the bottom of my heart. Thats the only explanation l can think of
Hehe..my last post was made at 11:11am.FunkeyJay said:
No I was just about to go to bed, it was 1 in the night or something. I didn't actually feel anything about it, at first I was shocked...and like...what is this? Thought I was going crazy and just lay in bed feeling a bit numb and then I realized that it must've been something special since it couldn't have been anything else.Wow Mrs Music that sounded great, although it'd have scared the hell out of me first too. Was it at day time? Did it leave you with a good feeling? I think it's important to see with what feelings something leaves you.
About Peter Pan, well, I think it was in July and August, just twice so far, I had this feeling that someone was there and it spreaded happiness and positive energy in my whole bedroom, just this energy made me smile - laying in my dark bedroom, smiling LOL and I also had this feeling that this someone is flying around and is just very happy and my thoughts then were Michael and Peter Pan
Aw don't say he's not happy with you guys...
I'm sorry you have stuff going on though.
I feel the same way, l have loved him since at the age of 5, still do. There are somethings l did which l suppose have come to his attention. He is not very happy with me. But Michael am sorry from the bottom of my heart. Thats the only explanation l can think of
Ah, ok, sorry... was too lazy to read through 10 pages to find it again, lolIt was me mjbunny
I had a dream with Michael in it .. : I was hiding behind some boxes and stuff , and suddenly i had a gun in my hand but for some reason i didn't want that gun and asked for another gun.. When i had got the gun i was asking for , I shot a person in front of me.. When I looked around I noticed that Michael was also hiding .. He had a black suit on and he looked like he did in the film "Men in black 2" .. The other persons including me had black suits on also.. It felt like we were a group with Michael as the leader like men in black or something and were after somebody .. I can't remember the person I shot in my dream , but It was so scary .. It was like being in an action movie ..
It was more of nightmare when I took a nap yesterday. I dreamt that I needed to save Michael and his kids to be killed. There were like 4 men after them, but I can't remember Michael being with us, I just knew I needed to save them and I saw some people around me and we were like running away, hiding, climbing - I was kind of a superwoman with great ideas
Ok, I'm not trying to freak out here, but does anyone else find this highly creepy? :bugeyed Hopefully it's just some symbolic thing. Like maybe some weird psychological feeling of a threat (leaving MJ in 2009? feeling in danger of going into a new year without him? I don't know... just grasping for an explanation). I just know my dream from Dec 28 was really vivid and totally scary.My dream from Dec 28 -- I fell back to sleep and had a really bad dream (you've been warned -- sorry) that just went on and on. Someone was trying to kill me and not just me, but other fans and people in MJ's family.
Neat
Yes, I see "lights" sometimes when meditating that don't make any sense. Sometimes it's like colors moving around in wavy patterns, sometimes like someone's shining a bright white light at my eyes (which in reality would look red through the eyelids, not white, so this obviously isn't a truly visual thing going on). The way you described your meditation experience with seeing the room and Michael and the chair and such... that's along the same lines as mine. It's like going on a mind journey in a meditation. I don't believe that everything we perceive in this state is necessarily 100% 'real' in the literal sense, but you can definitely have conversations/info-exchanges with guides and those on the other side like this, I believe :angel:I feel the same way, l have loved him since at the age of 5, still do. There are somethings l did which l suppose have come to his attention. He is not very happy with me. But Michael am sorry from the bottom of my heart. Thats the only explanation l can think of
I've oddly felt the same way lately...like thinking maybe Michael is not happy with me right now (just cause of some personal stuff I'm dealing with in my life). It could just be my "fear" coming through...I dunno. I just wish I was in a better spot overall...I miss him.Hehe..my last post was made at 11:11am.
I feel a bit strange sometimes as well, like you start thinking that you're not feeling him as much now because you did or said something wrong (when logically you think... come now, that's just silly). I agree with 8701girl, though. I don't think that has anything to with it. We're all going through so many thoughts and emotions of the years we were fans, just processing everything related to him... including anything we might feel we did or didn't do. I think that's totally normal when someone dies. But we love him and he knows that. There's probably much to do over there and watching over his family, etc. We're probably all trying to adjust to new energy states and ways of relating, Michael included. I wish I knew what all was going on. I wish we could sit down and talk (with anyone over there, lol). It's frustrating. The other day I was thinking about how via mediums and psychics those on the other side are always telling us death is no big deal, they're still with us, they know what's going on down here, etc. Yeah, but how can it still not hurt being left here for years with virtually no conscious contact? I mean, we may be all connected on one level, but they have the kick-ass 24/7 mega quantum surveillance system up there in heaven, while we're stuck down here with nothing but a few vague dream memories and a freakin' tin can on a string :lol: We're holding the can to our ear, "Hello? Hello? I think I heard you for half a sec! Are you there? Hello? Oh, please talk to me!" :smilerolleyes:
I was thinking about this same thing the other day. Like...knowing that Michael is really ok and that he is still around but...it's still so sad because I will be living the whole rest of my life - which could be like...70 years!...with no real physical visual conscious contact. From here on out it's nothing but dreams and occasional impressions and feelings of his spirit that I can't help but question if they are even genuine. :doh: I do hope he's not upset with me or anything either. Part of me thinks it's really silly for me to have that kind of thought...but another part of me is like, you know, I'm sure he's grateful for all his fans but he gets to now really see who we all are personally...faults and all. So..just like how he went to some psychics before that then spewed stuff he wasn't really saying...he decided not to go to them again...even if these people probably weren't aware that they were putting their own spin on things. It's just that for where those people are at in their life right now, he can't be around them. You know? I don't know if that made sense at all. I'm not saying I'm doing anything really wrong in my life...I just struggle with certain things like my temper sometimes, that I bet Michael would hate to see. I know were all just human...and doing the best we can. I know I'm doing my best at improving myself. So maybe that's all that matters...and he doesn't care and I'm just being too self critical.
Ah, ok, sorry... was too lazy to read through 10 pages to find it again, lol
Ok, I'm not trying to freak out here, but does anyone else find this highly creepy? :bugeyed Hopefully it's just some symbolic thing. Like maybe some weird psychological feeling of a threat (leaving MJ in 2009? feeling in danger of going into a new year without him? I don't know... just grasping for an explanation). I just know my dream from Dec 28 was really vivid and totally scary.
We need to figure out what these dreams mean..
I am not an expert on meditation at all, but I thought I would try and help with an answer
I think as children we were more perceptive spiritually - I'm not sure exactly why, but this could be why you sawall those colours. I remember seeing a lot of colours when I closed my eyes as a child.
I see black and white as well. Well, it starts as black, then as I relax more and not try too hard, the colour turns to white.
Today, actually, I did meditation properly, for the first time in a while, and I saw blue. But that was only after about 15 minutes or so of meditating. It started as black, then faded to white. Then after a while, I generally see either blue or purple, or it just stays white.
I think meditation is all about being patient, and not expecting too much to happen. The minute I want it to happen, nothing happens. And I just end up getting fed up with it all :lol:. Just keep relaxed and follow where your mind takes you.
Definately keep practising, cos there's no right or wrong way to meditating. But don't get disillusioned if you feel it's not "working" - chances are it is working
On another note, in my meditation, I got a tingly feeling in my legs. It was very weird. I also called out for Michael, but nothing. I did get a fright though, cos as soon as I said Michael, are you here, the postman shoved some letters through the door...I jumped out my skin :lol:
I hope y'all don't find this creepy lol, but I sent some healing energy to you all in this thread. Well I mean, I tried :lol:
L.O.V.E. :heart:
Your experience is unique to you and will grow and change over time. 